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i hate being depressed. it makes life a lot more difficult than it already is...what's especially difficult is going from one extreme to the other in such a rapid pace that you don't know what fucking hit you until you realize that right now you want to kill the world more than you already did a few seconds ago. i don't care if that last sentence didn't make sense. deal with it people. i'm not even so certain people read my posts...but then that could just be the little person in me that wants attention every now and then...don't worry about commenting people, i talk to most of you online anyway. i feel like shit. will someone please shoot me? yes. this is enough pity-posting for me...i will be online later if anyone wants to help try and cheer me up...it's not like i have the advantage of drugs or alchohol...*sighs*